maybe I am back?

So I almost retired this blog a few years ago.  It is more of a personal diary from time to time or at least was expected to be that way. This blog is NOT searchable.  I have it locked down as much as possible.  basically, you have to know about it to find it.  My name is not linked to it.  My email might be but it also liked to two others.  And deacon dr g wicked?  no one will find it.  Again, if they know me well enough they might be able to find it.

Why I am restarting this back up?  I don't know.  Maybe it is because work is not ok right now.  It helps to get my thoughts and fears out.  I am not a writer but more of a typer.  I can do the Doogie Houser thing on my PC but why not just do it here.  Even though I will write about work, I will never use last names, the company name, my location, etc.  So basically no one will ever know this is about the on goings of a specific company. 

If you think you can figure out where I work by stumbling across this, good luck!  Seriously!  I don't have the company I work for linked anywhere to me.  Linked In doesn't list it.  I always keep it one company and location behind.  Linked In might show where I live, I correct that.  But that is it.  Other media might show me working for a different company as well and living in another state.

This is a diary.  I will not write in it all the time.  I might start back up and then stop again.  I might finally one day delete it.  Who knows.  And if you are reading this...how did you find me?  LOL  you can't comment anyway so it doesn't matter.  I just need to find an outlet for my fears, anxiety and stress.  I am hoping this is a way to help me get through everything that I fear is coming.  Also, I do have a tracker on here so I know the location of the people who DO stumble across this blog and your IP address.  And yes, I will check it on a regular basis. 

If for some reason you are reading this and find it interesting, what is wrong with you?  I told my former boss, I guess now, that I was terrified of retaliation. This is supposed to be for just me.  it is not entertainment.  so go somewhere else.  My pain should not be your enjoyment.