So Stephanie let me know as soon as Amie left that Amie told her everything on her way out. She said how could you think she wouldn't tell me everything? every thing you said to her? I just sat at my desk and said Ok, it is how I feel and I hope it isn't true. She just smiled at me and walked away. Then of course I just broke down and started crying. I don't even know if Amie told her anything maybe she did, they are really good friends but my god I am about to lose it. I am trying to pull myself together but holy crap this is so horrible. who in the world likes to tell people this? And of course she reminded me about all the spies she has around this place. I know who you talk to, I know what you say and I am not going to stand for it. So my PM is still her husband. and I don't know who is all watching me or who I can even trust. Amie did tell me Stephanie plays the perfect political game. She will get close to the right people and take down those who she thinks are against her. I am not like that at all.
I just want to do my job, build this project and keep doing ITAM for the company. Why do I need to do it in constant fear? This reminds me a bit of Geoff from DoD and even Kim from PM. I survived them but I had support and I wasn't being watched by everyone. Now I am looking around to people who I thought were my friends and realizing that I don't know if I can even trust them. my life is hell.
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