Dealing with this daily

I have no problem dealing with the stress from my work.  I like what I do, I know change is hard for people and that is fine.  What I don't like is all the mental crap from Stephanie. Moving me over to Jason, I don't get it at all.  He doesn't believe in what we do and is always telling me that it is pointless. I bring up the importance to things like Software audits and says that Andy doesn't care about them.  If we do get audited, so what.  we pay a fine and move on. He says my work is not valuable and doesn't even listed in the 1:1 that I setup. He is checking his own screen and email and looking around like he just needs to get through this meeting.  I just don't think this was the right move.  We get no support at all!  I was talking to Randy about a few issue with ServiceNow and he said I get it, you are between a rock and a hard place.  You need support and  you will not be getting it from your team.
I don't get it.  I don't get it at all!  It is like round robin.  When stephanie is being horrible to me, Jason is nice.  When Jason is being horrible to me, Stephanie is nice.  But even Stephanie and Jason make fun of people who they think are weak.  I like to think of myself as thick skinned and I usually am.  But they are belittling me all the time.  Saying I don't really have value, my team doesn't have value. When you know that isn't true, it is very hard to hear all the time from your management. This is a daily thing.  it never goes away.  I can't take a vacation day, even though I have to, because I don't want to get blamed for something or have them talking about me.  At least when I am there I hear it.  Even weekends I am a total wreck. 
So I started looming scarves. really for my mental health on the weekends and at night to not focus on work but I can't stop thinking about it.  I know Stephanie watches when people are logging in and signing off. So I started making scarves. I don't have the need for all these scarves so I am going to see if anyone else would want one.