shuffleboard

So at first I didn't realize I was invited to the shuffleboard thing but then I said I would go.  Then the Suzzette stuff happened, I felt horrible and was crying.  I was so shaken up by it.  Then I had a dr. apt so I thought about not going.  Just going home and resting.  Rebecca asked me if I was still going.  I told her I didn't think so.  She said no, you have to come.  You are my partner.  Ok, well I decided to go after my dr appointment.  I was so shaken up by the conversation from stephanie that when I left the dr office, I didn't even realize I had my reading glasses on.  I had to pull over because I couldn't see crap.  Finally realized it and realized that this place is making me crazy.  Oh and I talked to my doctor again about the depression but I am not ready to get put on meds. Yep, I need medication for this job!
So I sent.  Talk about odd.  So who all went?  Stephanie brought George.  I gave him a big huge.  I do like him.  Lauren, Jess and Kory, new Jessica, Rebecca, Doyle and I don't remember the name of the other person.  Except for Doyle...the inner circle and their couples. I was just so depressed yesterday day and no one else on the team showed up.  I was hoping they would. Why didn't most people want to go to this thing?  My team was also invited, they didn't go.  It was in St. Pete.  From my house, it took me around 45 minutes to go there. It wasn't bad but it was strange.
I heard George ask stephanie how old Rebecca was.  She said the same age as Jessica.  He said, yeah, you can see the maturity level in Jessica compared to Rebecca. I think they realized I was listening to them and they started whispering.  I played the first game and last name.  lost first, won last.  But when I wasn't playing, I had to go side on the other side so I didn't hear them talking about everyone else. 
Doyle was pretty standoffish to me.  I was being really nice and loving his dog.  maybe he is just that way.  I don't know. At one point when he was playing, I asked if he could bring his dog over to us.  He unstrapped him and I thought he was going to move him to us.  Nope, moved him to the other side.  So Kory was giving him love instead...and she was playing.  Damn, rejected.